Wellllllll .

I guess I'm just weird... Well not weird. I'm Limited Edition. I like that. It has a certain ring to it don't you think? Anyways, Life is good. It really is. If life had a pause button it would be on right now, but then again I would totally abuse that privilege. Life is good. End of story.

Nobody puts Baby in a corner.

"I want John Cusack holding a boombox outside my window. I wanna ride off on a lawnmower with Patrick Dempsey. I want Jake from Sixteen Candles waiting outside the church for me. I want Judd Nelson thrusting his fist into the air because he knows he got me. Just once I want my life to be like an 80's movie. But no, no, John Hughes did not direct my life"

But then again, there's that line between fantasy and reality.
Honestly, all I really want is love.
Being me is a lot harder than you think. You may think that I have it all together. You may think I have no emotions so I don't get hurt or confused or anything like that. My life is more complicated than you think. Here's the low down. Walking down the hall -- Girls: "Omg. She's such a slut." Guys: "Can I get your number?" <----- constantly. Its so degrading. Just because I like to meet new people and I smile and laugh a lot that some how makes me a prostitute? I lost two of my best friends this year. It was absolutely the most hardest thing I've ever gone through. They played "I Won't Let Go by Rascal Flatts" at their memorial. Every time I hear this song I start crying. I still have their numbers in my phone. Not a day goes by that I don't think about them. Its so hard to go through just one day dealing with all the inconsiderate people and also mourn the loss of your two friends. I guess its all just making me stronger. Its making me a better person. Its telling me to cherish the people you have in your life. To thank all the people that have put you down cause they made you into the person you are today. To look around and just say thanks. All I really want is for someone to care and say they understand. That's all. Is that really too much to ask for?

"Just once I want my life to be like an 80's movie."

Beautiful stranger, I've dreamed of someone like you. Someone who is so radiant with happiness that they are easy to love.
So I met this boy. He's beautiful.  -- Perfect.
He told me he would love me Forever & Always.
He's stubborn, obnoxious, and rude.
Yet easy-going, humble, and sweet.
I'm in love with him.
He's in love with me.
There's a fine line between fantasy and reality.
This line is blurry for me.
I want so bad to find this boy^^^

"You know you're in love when you can't fall asleep because reality is finally better than your dreams."     - Dr. Seuss

Thanks for the help Dr. Seuss.... When will this happen to me?

This Is It.

You know this is it. This is the ONLY life you'll ever live. Ever. That's kind of depressing. This is my favorite quote: "Quit hanging on to the handrails . . . Let go. Surrender. Go for the ride of your life. Do it every day."
This is like my life motto. I do it now and then think about it later. Who knows if you're gonna get this chance ever again. So hell! Do it! I don't think there is anything I ever regret doing.
Last night you said you were having the time of your life. There was something in your eyes that I've never seen before. Care. You care about me. The way you kissed my forehead every now and then. The way you held onto me tighter after I told you that secret. Its all new to me. Even though it could never turn into anything real.
I've been staring at this screen for awhile now not knowing what else to say about you. I mean there isn't really much to say. I like you. Its as simple as that. I just wish you would understand that. You see things from a guy's point of view that is WAY different than mine. I'm sure I won't hear from you until you want me again which totally contradicts the way you acted last night. I took that chance with you. To see if you really were different than most guys. Guess I'll find out.

I don't really think I can title anything cause it's just so random.

So my computer is in black and white. My Blackberry will never work again. And my ipod is cracked.Yay. I don't kow what else to do besides suck it up and be a man. Well a woMAN. Why can't we just go back to the good ole days when we had two cups and a string as communication. It would make everything so much easier. Honestly I don't even know what those days were like. I wasn't even around yet. Anyways, this is my first post ever so I don't really know what you're expecting to see on here. There might be some sob stories, might be some romance, there might even be a thrill in there every once in awhile. But we'll see.